I am so not being cool & calm & collected, Zen doesn’t apply here.

12dpo HCG = 80

I had it drawn again today (14dpo). First +ve hpt was at 11dpo on the 14th, it was an ultra sensitive test (10iu) strip & the line was pretty faint. At 12dpo the line was darker but still what I’d describe as faint, yesterday (13dpo) it was much darker so I’m assuming in increased from 80. But today the line is exactly the same - both taken with fmu, if anything the urine was more concentrated today. You see where I’m going? It should have got darker, it didn’t, the beta from today needs to be >160 … what if it isn’t?

And symptoms … ha ha … symptoms 11dpo nothing I got the shock of my life when I saw the second line. 12dpo, my boobs hurt a bit when I walked to the car = good (in my warped habitual aborter mind); 13dpo we’ve hit pay dirt - I hurled my tea & prenatals! Yes! Game on! Today - 14dpo - nothing, I am in fact freaking & I feel so completely normal that I quite fancy a margarita.    

Damn - where’s the acceptance when you need it?

ETA - I just did another one (groan) much less concentrated wee, line is still as dark. This is really dull isn’t? BUT I have also managed to find the conversion from UK to US units for progsterone

http://www.unc.edu/~rowlett/units/scales/clinical_data.html

So my progesterone (with no supplementation) was 33.3, I think that’s pretty good at least (it was a measly 14.1 with masses of cycolgest last time).

Oh & can I be more like Jo please?