Final beta & progesterone tomorrow - the anxiety doesn’t let up at all.
I’m pondering what to do about scans, but then panic & think I’m getting ahead of myself completely. I have an NHS (free) one on the 9th of March - they won’t measure the HR & will calculate from LMP not ovulation day (so I’ll be 3-4 days behind what I should be). I got my first clot at 9 weeks last time. So maybe a private scan at 8 weeks? Or wait until 9? Ha ha if I get that far.
I’ve just booked a holiday for the week starting October the 23rd - EDD is 27th - lets hope we lose the deposit.
ETA (and this is really morbid) - I find myself part of a ‘due in’ pregnancy club (of infertiles), I didn’t mean to & I never have before but some how I am. Anyway there are 28 of us posting, what proportion will miscarry? 25%? About seven of us? One is out already, I wonder how long until I join her? I feel like we’re all posting & being ’supportive’ and at the sma etime sitting at home saying ‘please not me, please not me’; it is very odd.
I’ve got a lot of symptoms now, progesterone boobs still but I’m very tired, sick, emotional & bloody clutzy (I burnt the toast for breakfast three time this morning). If I’m going to lose this one at least I shouldn’t have weeks of feeling crap first.
