I’ve just had a stupid email argument with ‘egg donor’ woman (she offered me her eggs with no knowledge of what that entailed without giving a passing thought to any one of the 1000 reasons why I would never accept) - pointless & tiring but it has put me in a bad mood.

We’ve cancelled the NHS scan & booked one at the Fetal Medicine Center for next Thursday. Simon is starting to stress & that freaks me out. I’m working on Monday & I don’t want to, I don’t want to go in again for another beta. I don’t want to fight with my GP about getting my heparin funded.

I want to stay in bed, hide from everyone & preferably fast forward 7 or 8 months.