Tertia now! WTF is in the water!
You know when you have a kid after fertility treatment you are NEVER allowed to complain about ANYTHING - because after all "you asked for it!" …. of course that doesn’t apply to the shag-conceive-baby brigade they are allowed to be normal.
Babies are easy (God I wish I’d known that first time around … babies are easy!) complicated six year olds who’ve been somewhat traumatised by the sadness of their parents aren’t easy at all.
I have scars on my hands & arms from where they tried to get venous access (I was haemorrhaging very badly) when I miscarried E, I want more. Is that strange? I miss her and I want people to know what I’ve lost, I want her to be always there. I’m considering getting a tattoo - I’m so not a tattoo person, I don’t even wear earrings. I want tiny little scarlet feet, somewhere where my skin is thin (my wrist?), close to my blood. Hmmmm … still a bit (hahaha) damaged by this IF malarkey.
