I feel sick sometimes & my boobs hurt.

I said we’re not having betas well I’m also not having any meds. I had another complete miscarriage profile done (this was the 4th) and it was normal. No APS - I’ve had three normal & one almost borderline (i.e. normal) - so no heparin, I’m still breastfeeding so no aspirin, PCO but ovulating so no metformin, not testing NKs this time (the only times they’ve been abnormal was while stimming with E2 levels >12,000) so no steroids (wouldn’t have IVIg again), no progesterone, no betas, no FBCs.

If it all goes horribly wrong will it be my fault? Being conservative, looking at the evidence, being fool-hardy? They treated my on the basis of my history - that hasn’t changed.

Three weeks two days until the scan & I’m scared already. I’d like not to have a scan at all - be happy & ignorant & normal.

I’m not angst ridden, I feel happy for as long as it may last.