Pregnancy #8July 16, 2008 10:32 am

Our second son, Toby (Tobias Patrick), was born on the 14th July at 16+5 weeks.

He is beautiful, adored & missed terribly.

I’m trying to be brave. 

Pregnancy #8July 11, 2008 11:07 am

We think the baby has died - no heart beat & no movements - but we can’t get a scan to confirm it until tomorrow morning.

I’m broken. 

Pregnancy #8July 7, 2008 6:18 pm

15+5. Sick as a dog (3-4 times a day) really suffering, very emotional. In denial (familiar?), not sleeping.

Feeling a little movement - placenta is anterior - doppler-ing every 3-4 days. HR was 155 when I checked earlier.

I think it is a girl.

Waiting for referral to bereavement specialist - what with having issues and all.