Started the progesterone last night, I’m worried that it will just turn a miscarriage into a missed miscarriage. I always wonder with Stella what would’ve happened if I hadn’t have been so heavily medicated, would it have just ended sooner.

I feel pregnant now, breast pain and some nausea, although I suspect the prednisolone is keeping it at bay. 

I’ve been spotting for two days. There’s nothing to do, midwife says if it gets heavy or painful to call the emergency GP for an urgent referral to the EPU. I have no childcare so I don’t think that’s going to happen.

I’m feeling utterly hopeless. Why does this happen? What the hell is wrong with me?