anxious/depressed/miserable doesn’t really cover it.

Eight days until the next scan, I’ve been really busy but it isn’t helping. I still feel sick but the fear of a missed mc won’t go away. Usually by this point I have that full/uncomfortable pregnant feeling & nasty ligament pain - nothing this time. I need to arrange childcare but I’m avoiding it, I don’t even know if I want S to come with me.

Don’t think this was avery good idea.